Wednesday, November 30, 2011

There's a Pattern, But I Still Don't Get It

My days tend to go like this: I get up, eat a small breakfast. I eat yogurt for lunch, then nothing before dinner. I eat a moderate dinner. Then,...I lose my mind. I couldn't possibly still be hungry. Yesterday I ate 46 points, 22 of them after dinner. It's ridiculous, out of control, and I'm tired of it. I am powerless over what fatigue and medication do to my "off switch."

Today I will commit to writing this evening instead of eating. I'll be back to blog in the evening instead of eat. I can't eat and type, can I?